I had to slap myself to stay awake,
My sinking heart won't hear me say, healing is in ones courage.
I had to live ungrateful,to experiences and nurtured memories of heartbreaks,
My eyes was stucked ,and my heart was in shock.
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I was a saddist,
that hides behind loneliness.
I am a young lad,
whose screaming pass,
can wake the whole of a heart.
I am someone with a story,
someone drowning hopelessly.
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I am someone who avenges,
someone,whose forgiveness is thinner than a clitoris.
I have cried too,
I have slaved too,
I was chained too,
I was shackled too.
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But,now I am shagged out of this deeds,
I am now repentant of my sins,
I hope God forgives me.
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....Mused...2016©